Haunted

The last few days have been spent researching information about the death of JonBenet Ramsey. John Karr did not do this, I have no idea why he is confessing. If this is all untrue it's just a further waste of the taxpayers money. He's mentally unstable and definitely should not be roaming the streets a free man-that's for sure.

All I can say is what were the Boulder police thinking on December 26th, 1996? They botched up just about everything. Allowing people to roam through the house freely that morning, allowing her father to search for her without an escort, the crime scene disturbed and the body moved (not once but twice), allowing her mother to contaminate her body by throwing herself on it. Oh my God! Their inability to follow proper protocol is half the reason this is an unsolved murder. They helped make this an unsolved crime.

I look at the pictures of JonBenet and this little girl is almost crying out in her pictures to help find her murderer. In some ways she reminds of my own petite daughter. Not that she really looks like her, but she is petite, bright, cute and so much my little best girlfriend that I would LOVE to see fulfill some of my dreams. Sometimes when her and I are together, I feel as if nobody else matters-she's my little girl and I am so proud of her. In 1996, this was just a bit of news-a shame. Now it actually hurts me. If something that heinous happened to my little girl, and I KNOW it was done by a stranger, there would be an undescribable rage inside of me. Being a mother of a little girl has totally changed by feelings on how horrific this crime is.

One of the reasons I think it is so horrific is because this was not done by a stranger. I think her parents comitted the murder and covered it up. My personal opinion is that her mother accidentally killed her by banging her head on a tub, sink or toilet after a bedwedding incident and then staged everything else to cover it up. I think her father went along with the cover up, but had nothing to do with abusing her or the murder itself. Everything from the ransom letter to the strangling, to redressing her. It was all staged and it played out as they hoped because the police were so lax. I honestly wish some stranger could absolutely be charged with this crime. It would make me and millions of other people feel so much better to know this was an act of a stranger. More than likely, we will never ever know what really happened to JonBenet that night.

All we do know is an innocent six year old girl died for no reason under the oddest of circumstances. Millions of dollars of taxpayers money were spent investigating this murder. The murder is still unsolved and the most obvious suspects were never charged. It's August, 2006 and JonBenet should have been in high school, probably would have had a boyfriend, won numerous paegants by now and probably be learning to drive. She's been dead far longer than the short life she lived. Will she ever get justice?